Today feels like one of those days where I just needed to create a new blog, start a new diary with its crisp, thick pages waiting to be inked. It feels like a good day for a new start. This year. What can I say about this year. It has been a year of change, growth and madness. I think this one is one to remember. I am well on my way to completing my university degree. Another half a year to go. I am sitting on my desk, trying my best not to be distracted but who am I to kid? I feel like I have finally hit a brick wall and all I want to do is lie here and not move. Anger, frustration, sadness you name it. I am at a state of panic I want to start studying but I feel sick at the thought of it. I hope next semester will be different. I will be out in a clinical setting, doing what I love and talking to real people instead of ones in case studies.
I don’t want to start these pages with negativity but I should be honest, I am not happy. I am a dreamer. I was born to constantly change, to forever look outwards and challenge my own limits. It is both a blessing and a curse. I want to be happy and to be satisfied but I can admit that I am selfish. I always want more. Not more of material things but experiences. I want to do it all.
I shall record my adventures within these pages and as I start to move on to the next stage of my life. So let us get lost in life together.